I'm sorry to admit that I didn't catch the game and missed the defeat.
'Sorry', only because it was intentional on my part not to watch it, but not entirely sorry for making that choice.
It's become increasingly painful for me to watch this team go out there and just huff and puff and fall to the most frustrating defeats in the most infuriating and excruciating ways possible
My reasoning has always been that if I miss the game but they end up winning, then catching the replay wouldn't be so bad since I already know we're getting teh three points and it's just a matter of enjoying how we did it.
Ont he other hand, if I miss the game (like today's and the previous couple) and we lose, then at least I'll have spared myself the frustraion and agony of watching it, on top of the misery that the actual defeat will still bring.
At least that's how I always used to (only half-jokingly) rationalize it.
Now,....I'm sad to say, it's not a joke anymore and I do this with intentional purpose.
Watching our team lose like this, and like its been losing these past games has become so so painful - not just to watch, but I'm talking that kind of heartbreaking pain that hits you in the soul.
Maybe it's got something to do with coming the year after we finally won the title and the manner in which we are losing.
I don't know.
I've just never felt this badly about where we are as a team, as I do now.
Maybe during the Hodgson, Administration-adjacent days....
And on a completely unreleated note, the only other people desperately chewing out their nails out of worry while they should be celebrating right now, surely must be the Rangers heirachy.
4 points from possibly the earliest title win they've ever claimed and a potentially unbeaten season, it's going to be hard for them to hold on to Stevie come the end of the season when Premier league clubs (not just us) come knocking, but mostly because they know there's one club more than any that will pry him away from them.
And that club is edging closer and closer to that possibly reality with each passing week.
And no, I'm not saying "Klopp out"
I am saying that for the first time in a long time, I can really see the possibility of him deciding he wants to walk away after all that this year has done to him - COVID; No fans at Anfield; the worst injury crisis a team could ever deal with in history; losing his mother and not being able to bury her; the Premier League and Stokley Park Cunts and shitheads with their constant VAR fuckery...and on and on and on. It just never ends.
Who would blame him if he decided to walk, and that he's had enough, he's done all he wanted to achieve here, he still leaves a hero, and he wants a new challenge as Germany manager?
At that point FSG might have no other choice by to get Stevie, even if it might not be their first choice of whta to do (trying to avoid another King Kenny situation with the manager potentially holding more sway with the fans, and more power than the Suits).
Will someone please wake me up when this godawful excuse of a year is over.
'I got told there's an English phrase, 'You don't win trophies with kids'. I didn't know that' ... - Jurgen Klopp
Stone-Cold Savage!
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