
Originally Posted by
redebreck
My best wishes are with you 19x
Thank you Rede, I'm kind of OK with it, it took me a very long time to come to terms with it, that I'd never have another GF or get married or have children, never be able to work again and have a career of any kind, have to isolate myself in a kind of self imposed lockdown away from all environments that 'trigger' everything, the realisation I was actually VERY autistic and things had only been able to work for they did as long as they did because of the environment I had in a bubble well away from society and that getting back to that environment isn't something that's possible.
"If Everton were playing at the bottom of my garden, i'd close the curtains”