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LFC vs PFC
My point about wearing it as a badge of honour relates to you not seeing other people's points and lacking that empathy (very much an autistic trait) and accrediting it to you actually having this gift of being non-neuro typical and therefore having an advantage over others on analysing a footballing situation (very much a non-autistic trait).
Which part of how a culmination of conditions, each affecting each other, so none of the conditions acting typically or stereotypically as neurotypical people have decided they must do didn't you understand. I'm not saying that having incredible insight and ability at a great many things through my life and an ability to see things that neurotypical people were unable to time and time again in so many different fields is solely the result of my autism, my conditions work together and affect each other.
Again, my head works things out for me, recognsies the most vital and critical information, one of THE most prevalent forces that restricts, limits and prevents neurotypical people from seeing a great many things is status quo, they all have numerous status quos going on, each containing significant biases that prevent them being capable of clear, non bias and impartial thinking.
I do see other people's points, almost all of them contain those biases and are affected by them and I vehemently disagree with some of them, often a lot of them for that reason.
What goes on in my head isn't restricted to autism, bipolar and my other conditions, it is, according to the leading professor in acquired savants I contacted several years ago now and exchanged several emails explaining certain phenomena that further developed and enhanced existing abilities whilst also giving me additional abilities following a severe head trauma aged 19 which gave me sensory neural hearing loss, that through the rewiring process he believes there is a high probability I have acquired savants - Having acquired savants with my other conditions seems the most likely and probable explanation
Other people, leaders of spiritual groups, who specialise in helping people try to tap into and realise their higher conscious, believe i was born into this world with an already active higher conscious which I have continually further developed
My experience my entire life is always having been aware of a greater or higher conscious that is bigger than me, that is in charge, that looks after me like a parent or guardian and works all the things out for me it always has done, the thing that is making the movie of my life I am merely an extra in
On the acquired savants, through the process of the brain rewiring and trying to find new connections a major sensory functions connection having been damaged by a severe head trauma, I don't believe it is the only time it happened, I believe it has quickly rewired several times - There are phenomena I have experienced that I explain to people that they haven't encountered before, so they dismiss, they are however very real.
One phenomena is my head, I believe rewiring again in some form, a process it has done numerous times, following my having experienced new environments with lots of new information. Waking up in the middle of the night, my head absolutely red hot, undertaking incredible activity, it feeling like it is literally moving things, sorting, arranging filing, creating synaptic triggers and auto cues in relation to certain new information it has identified as vital, what is interesting about it is everytime I have experienced this, as part of it, me ear that I suffered severe sensory neural hearing loss in, makes lot of random noises all by itself that it otherwise doesn't do.
So yes, I know it's not convenient to neurotypical people not to be able to box people off into stereotypes the neurotypical mind has created as Taskin and LFC v PFC have a continual need to try to, but it doesn't work like that, a huge part of the desperate issues with poor treatment of people with numerous conditions that make them very different is exactly the 'Everything must fit into one box and everything in that box be the same' approach you appear conformed to, as detailed earlier, another of your neurotypical status quos
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